ATLANTA, Ga. (WXIA) -- Evan Gattis has made it. He has made the major leagues and the Atlanta Braves.
But his road to the Braves stretched more than 100,000 miles. It
featured stops in numerous states, jobs as a janitor and mechanic, and a
long-term battle with depression.
What Gattis saw on that road cannot compare to what he overcame.
"You could have all the money in the world," Gattis told WXIA's
Matt Pearl in a sit-down interview last weekend. "But what good is it
without you there to spend it? What's water if you're not thirsty?"
Gattis was raised in the suburbs of Dallas, and initially he had no
interest in baseball. "I cried the first day I got signed up for
baseball, believe it or not," Gattis recalls. "I was in the backyard,
chasing snakes and planting carrots."
Yes, as a rug rat, Gattis was a bug rat. He soon gravitated to baseball, and those around him quickly realized his potential.
"I guess at 10 (years old), we were playing on 200-foot fences," said
Tommy Hernandez, head coach of the Dallas Tigers traveling team on
which Gattis played. "He'd clear that easily."
Jo Gattis, Evan's father, had another anecdote: "I had parents
saying, 'Your son throws the ball too hard! Tell him not to throw the
ball so hard.' I said, 'You need to teach your son how to catch!'"
A hot prospect out of high school, Gattis committed to play college
ball at Texas A&M. But he didn't go. Instead, he went to rehab for
Looking back, neither Gattis nor his father believe drugs were the real issue.
"The fear of failing, that's what got him," said Jo Gattis. "He thought, 'I don't want to go down there and fail a drug test.'"
Said Evan Gattis, "I was still convinced that something was wrong with me, that something wasn't right."
Gattis emerged from rehab and gave baseball another shot at Seminole
State College in Oklahoma. He got hurt, never played, and finally
"I was sitting in a classroom," he remembers, "and I just started
crying. I was just like, 'This is not what I want my life to be like.'
So I packed up my bags and got in the car, like, 'I'm done.'"
From there, Gattis went to great lengths to figure out what was
causing his depression. He took odd jobs as a golf cart operator and
machine shop worker. He worked at a ski resort in Colorado and in a
restaurant at Yellowstone National Park in Wyoming. He sought spiritual
advisors and followed one to New Mexico.
"It wasn't fun for me," Gattis said. "It was survival. It was like, 'Something's wrong, and I know it.'"
For the most part, those close to Gattis chose not to intervene,
offering support but allowing the young man to figure things out on his
The one time his father tried to chat with him about it, the conversation did not go well.
"I decided to have that talk on the porch," Jo Gattis said. "I said,
'You're selling yourself short. You're a good baseball player.' And then
he looked and said, 'I am never playing baseball again.'"
In his interview with Matt Pearl, Gattis addressed his recent
revelation to USA Today that, during that time, he dealt with constant
thoughts about killing himself.
"That's kind of how it was for me for a little while," he said. "Life
was heavy. I didn't want to die - I don't think anybody really does,
deep down inside. But I was in some pain, you know?"
Eventually, Gattis said, he realized he did not have to try so hard
to search for a solution; he simply had to be. Once he discovered that,
he re-found his focus and passion for baseball.
Gattis came to Odessa, Texas. to play for the University of Texas-Permian Basin Falcons.
"He became the center of our team," said UTPB head coach Brian
Reinke. "He became the guy that everybody rallied around, everybody
looked up to."
Gattis' talent had not gone anywhere; the slugger led Permian Basin
in batting and hit three times as many homers as anyone else on the
Off the strength of that one season, Gattis got drafted by the
Atlanta Braves in the 23rd round. He refers to that moment today as "a
point of completion."
Gerald Turner is the Braves' scout who gave Gattis his contract to
sign. Recalls Turner, "We filled out all the paperwork and signed the
contract. He got up out of the chair and reached out his arm to shake my
"And he had tears coming down both sides of his eyes."
Since then, Gattis has continued to improve. He spent two years
working his way up the minor-league ranks; now in the majors, he has hit
10 home runs and was named the National League Rookie of the Month for
He says he has become the player he is today in large part because of his time away from the game.
"Looking back, do I regret it?" Gattis mused. "No, not even a little bit."
And of his future in baseball? Gattis says he'd like to remain in the game for a long time.
After his playing days after over, he said, "I'll retire and become the organist."